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 whats up guys sorry i have not written here in a long time, but i have just been busy with school... but today i decided to skip since i have been working so hard... and well the fact that i am the only student there and i am sick of it.  the other lady that is suposed to be there has been skipping and so i decided eh one day off what will it hurt. at least i called in and the other lady didnt so i dont feel too bad. well thats it... to my students in the youth ministry... REED!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont skip school unless you have a ligit. reason!

well i am here at my old college and i miss it so much you dont understand... i think i am gonna come back in Jan.

well i am out gonna update everything else i have here because my comp at home is being slow. love yall

suzie

Well all the cows at the ranch are pregnant!! thats exciting for Mr. Copeland and Matt!

well this week has been a little crazy!!! it really didnt hit me till last night either! it seems that after prayer i either understand everything, or just want more! and then i start to ask more and more questions! i signed up for cosmo school and i was so excited, but my parents didnt like it because it didnt have room for a job, which it does/ did because i had one lined up, but they didnt like it or the thought of me working it, it is so hard to please them, my dad isnt even talking to me because i have " made a big mistake and am just playing games with him, and taking his money!" well i am sorry i cant help it, he threatened to sell my car, which at this point i dont care. he always says that he wants me to be happy, yet when i have everything lined up and works out for me he doesnt like it and makes me change it. i thought it was i wanted to do?! another reason why i wanted to change my school schedual is because i want to still stay in the band. the band is something that i love doing! plus we have come a long way! not only musicly but also in prayer and faith. so right now i am waiting for my teacher to call me and tell me if i can change my schedual. well i am off to read after i post this same thing in my xanga! sorry thisentry is kind of blah and sad! my next one should be better! love ya

suzie

hey guys whats up? ehh nothing here just kinda woke up from my nap. now i calling people and writting in my blog. so this weekend was so long!!! emmee finally turned 4... we has so much fun with her. at the party she had fun... she was the line leader, and here at home she argues about her being the line leader and ellee being the cabboos(not spelled correctly, but the end of the train). then when we got home around 5 we had to watch her open her presnets... this kid is so blessed, she got so much stuff!! it was fun to sit there and watch her open them. then we had more cake and ice cream. corey then came over and i had dyed his hair the night before so he came to give emmee a present and show me his hair. then we played with emmee, my mom got her a guitar and she wont let anyone touch it... yet she can sneack her little grubby fingers on mine... and she would set it down and go to my parents room, corey and i would take turns hiding it, and she would flip out! it was so fun. then matt was in the bathroom and she asked where he went and we were like "hes stuck" so when he came out she was like "matt you were stuck in the potty?" it was sooo funny!! then we all got kinda tired and started to get into the party bags. it was Corey, Matt, Emmee, Pee-Wee, and me! it was so much fun!!! Then at 9 o'clock emmee had to go home, and matt corey and i went out to eat with our friend natalie. since "emmee's day was over" my parents finally let me out of the house.

man hanging out with emmee and my best friend and my boyfriend was great, oh and the dog... he was there too! with all the crap that had happened at tchurch that morning, it really relaxed me! it made me kinda miss the years when people said something and i didnt understand and it didnt matter. i am glad that i have some TRUE  friends. it just seems like some people cant be happy for you no matter what. i am learning that it doesnt matter what people say anymore! i just cant trust them and belive that they are there for me, when they will just turn around and say something they shouldnt and do something they shouldnt. but i am kinda glad this happend, because last night at prayer i prayed for God to help me forgive them. i am not as mad about it anymore but a little, its one of those things that will be gone when i stop thinking about it. but prayer was awesome last night. we didnt even have band practice because josh felt like he shouldnt pick up an instument becasue the presence of God was there. after band practice, we had to meet matts friend Mark who came back from some oil refineries, i was the third wheel but it was interesting.. we also went to matts dads house!! i got a cow at the ranch, i am so excited... Mr. Copeland said that it could kinda be mine. its black and aww its so pretty, but its really scared to go up to people, so is the one with the white face. the one with the brown face is named elenore, mr. copeland said she follows him like a puppy! aww... but i want to name my black one Betsy MOOlan! YES!! lol... alroght i know you all are prob thinking that i am writting too much and well, i am running out of things to say... so i guess i will talk to you all later. love yall

suzie

yeah so nothing really new has been happening! right now i am at matts house and we are about to go out with wes s. so... this isnt gonna be a long enry but at least i am updating!! but i will let you all go.. there is nothing to say... except to april t. since i am talking to her online anyways! love yall

suzie

 hey everyone!! whats happening? ehh nothing here just listening to camp cd's. the speaker that we had was great and i bought them for my mom and now i am listening to them, i kind of miss it, but not the games! just the praise and worship! well i am gonna change my xanga, because it is time for a change! i think i am gonna put a simple plan song, maybe a sum 41! something about not being perfect! seeing how there is a student at church that is freaking out because i made one little mistake, which by the way i didnt even make, so i started thinking, do i act like i am perfect to them, or am is this student just too demanding? i dont know, i think its just the enemy just trying to take me down, but he cant cuz the stonger one is on my side... GOD!!!!!!! but i hope that you enjoy my new look on xanga love yall

suzie